opinion..

few day ago..i ask an opinion about myself from my friend..
well..she not very closed with me..
suprising...she know me so deep..
well..i say so..cause..no one give opinion like her...
and..i just realise it too...

thanks you..
she say..i'm too weak on relationship...
i'm too depends on it...
did scorpio like that?
can do anything for it..
well...i'm nt sure..=X

maybe i'm just playing fool by it..
or..i play it badly...

well..i will concern it..
try to adopt new life now..
i'm single...lonely..
still  i will face it...

still thanks you....hehe...


last 2 day...a coursemate of mine have a trip to my home town..
well..so welcome..he with her gf too...
1st time a couple stay with me..haha...
well..
we enjoy it..
i bring them go alot of place and eat alot of thing...
found that my town have alot of nice food...
on the 1st day..they tried 18 diferent food and drink..
well..i think..they will fat more few kg after a trip to my house 2 day..
XD
well the food they most like...
sour mee, 'zhi hun ken' mee ubi powder..a unique food..
cendol, "pao Sheng' kekwa tea,
japanese kueyteow,
nasilemak of my home town, siam mee,
of course also..3 colour tea..most delicious they ever drink..
he gf dont like it..try at other stall before...
after tested intro by me 3 colour tea..she loved it..=)
well..3 colour tea need a gd ratio, gd tasted of tea and milk..oni can make out a delicious 3 colour unique tea..
i dint have camera..so i dont have the picture...but well..
it really delicious..i only order this drink when i go there...=)
next day...
i bring them have a watch of show..'welcome spring' show by my secondary scol..
go have a look how the show is it..then i bring them to jugra hill,
sawed ppl was prachuted gliding..they jump out from the hill and gliding on the sky..
how syok was them..lol...
then after up the mountian we go to seaside..
have a nice wind blow and enjoy it..
then have a dinner at my home..
they like my mother cooked..=)

well..i happy they enjoy too...
so jealous to them...they so sweet...
well..this time i'mnt sick of them...
wished them will together forever...
defitnely will...they so humour to each other...
and so 'mo qi"
great...=)

then night after he gf finsihed revision...we go out have the tea and nasi lemak and siam mee...
he really a gd eater..lol...
then after finsihed go for trying the bat kut teh,,,,
well...abit disapointment..nt delicious..i 1st time go also..=P..

after that have a chinese tea drink...then slp..
next morning..going to pasar pagi and having nasi lemak sotong...
good comment frm them too..=P..
then we depart to tanjong sepat..
eat the 'pao; there..and go to mushroom factory..
try ling zhi drink and they buy alot of product also..=)

then we go for rojak..nice..=P
so full. we eat so alot for 2 day..XD
then we heading back to nilai..pass by bagan lalang beach...
well..today is full moon...the sea water surut till very far...we 3 walking so far too..and playing with alot of little crab....
haha...c them so happy..i feel great..but jealous also..XD

welll...this 2 day really is so hot......
haha...
they willl going next time...
for begger chicken..'steam meat bat kut teh, and few more food theyt nt yt try..XD...
welcome them again..hehe~

hmmmmmmmm...

back to scol edi...
exam soon...test 2..
hmm..=/
still on holiday mood...
feel like i edi holiday for month..
XD

hmmm..gambateh la..
will ok..
XD

72 tennants prosperity
the movie..
thumbs up X n
super duper nice..
watch twice..still so funny.
highly recomended..XD

my friend say me again...
say i;m too good too kind....
say i get used by other ppl...
well..
maybe...
but i dint care la..
cause the point they use i dont much care it...
as long i get my happiness....
but sometimes...
after it i feell......hmmmm...
ok also la..
love to help too..
and i love to c ppl happy....
make other ppl wish come true...
saw their smiling.....

for me...
i just wan to help as much as i can...
event sacrify myself to c other ppl smile..
maybe i;m stupid...
maybe i;m kepo...
forgive me la..

is the way i live....
my life ntg meaningful...
those meaning full already passed...
creating future...

sometimes...
' meaningfull' have alot side product..
like..sadness...guilty...waste..sacrify...
well...i guess is worth...

cause...this is life..=)

something, when you turn around..it will your whole life..

有些事，一转身就是一辈子。

有些人一直没机会见面，
等有机会见了，却又犹豫了..
相见不如不见。。

some people, dont have the chance to meet,
when got the chance, it start to doubt,
dont meet better than meet..

有些事一直没机会做，
等有机会了，
却又不想做了。。

some thing, dont have the chance to do,
when got the chance,
dont think want to do anymore..

有些话埋藏在心里很久没机会说，
等有机会了，
却说不出口了。。

some words hidden in heart for a long time, no chance to tell,
when got the chance,
cant say it out...

有些爱一直没机会爱，
等有机会了，
已经不爱了。。

some love, dont have chance to love,
when got the chance,
not love anymore...

有些人很多机会相见，
却找着借口推托，
想见的时候，没机会了。。

some people have alot of chance to meet,
but it finding excuse not to,
when wan to meet, no more chance already..

有些话很多机会说，
却想着以后再说，
要说到时候，已经没机会了。。

have a lot of chance to tell,
but choosing to tell later,
when the time want to tell, no more chance already...

有些事很多机会做，
却一天又一天的推迟，
想做的时候，发现没机会了。。

some thing alot chance to do,
but pospone it from day to day,
when want to do it, founf out no more chance..

有些爱给你了很多机会，
却不在意，没在乎，
想重视的时候，已经没机会爱了。。

some love given you alot of chance,
but you no wonder, doest care,
when realise the important., no more chance to love anymore..

人生有时候，总是很讽刺，
一转身就是一世，
说好永远的，
不知怎么就散了，
最后自己想来想去，
既然搞不清楚，
当初是什么原因分开彼此的，
然后你突然醒悟，
感情原来是这么脆弱的，
经得起风雨，却经不起平凡，
风雨同船，晴天各自散了，
也许只是赌气，
也许只因为小小的事。。

life, some times is so sarcaastic,
when turn arrounf, it will be whole life,
promised to forever,
dont know why. we are breaking a part,
at the end, thinking it, cant found the answer,
what the source of the problem which make us apart..
then you realise it, sentiment was so weak..
can face the strom, but not for simple,
same boat when strom, sunny then apart,
maybe wager,or a small things..

幻想着和好的甜蜜，
或重逢时的拥抱，
那时候会是边流泪边捶打对方，
还傻笑着，
该是多美的画面，
没想到的事，
一别就是一辈子了。。

imaging thw sweetness when bonze,
or hug when remeet..
that time will half crying half beating..
and smile,
how beauty is it..
unaspected,
when leave..it will leave for whole life..

于是，各有各的生活，
各自的爱着别人，
曾经相爱，现在已经互不相干，
即使在同一个小小的城市，
也不曾再相逢，
某一天某一刻，
走在同一条街，
也看不见对方，
先是感叹，
后来无奈，

so, having own life,own lover,
love each other before, now nothing related..
event in the same small town,
never meet again,
some day some time,
walking on the same street,
dint saw each other,
1st is plaint, then howerer..

也许你很幸福，
找到另一个适合自己的人，
也许你不幸福，
因为可能你这一生，
只有那个人真正的用心在你身上，
很久很久没有对方的消息，
也不再想起这个人，
也是不想再想起这些。。

maybe you are sweet,
found another who is suit for you,
maybe u are not,
because through out your life,
he'she is the only one who really put afford on you.
dint have ant contact for long long time...
and never think about that person,
also...dont want to think it anymore..
学会珍惜身边每个人，
或许那些都会成为记忆的美好。。

learned to appriciated every one arround,
maybe. it will be the best part in your memory..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3uIf9iQca10


so meaningfull...hope someone can understand it..
well...maybe too late..maybe not..
every sentence touching me..
tears is dropping down..