EXcuse..

Recently....
i found i keep giving myself...
an EXCuse...to harm my own...
i realise......
and i should wake...

honestly........
i learn to smoke....
excuse..it feel so unstress...
a sudden of syok...
it release all my stress....
but..i still hate the smell...
and i awake..i wont do it again..

i try to hurt my self with knife....
excuse...i wonder the pain will cover my heart pain?
still...i hate wound..=)

lazy to revision...
excuse..i gt past year quetion..enough..
well..still feel unsafe...
so..better catch up...

alot more.........

dont ever give your own an excuse to do any thing u should'nt do and ignore the thing u should'nt ignore..

Do what should you..and keep on going...advice for myself...

recently keep sleep not welll...
dreamed something...make me awake....
affect my mentally...
should'nt care it..
but the dreams seem so true...
i wonder it will come true or not?
and i feel i scare it to come true...
rediculuos...

i should FOCUS on BOOK..damn it..