time ticking

time pass second by second...
i;m getting older and older...
exam coming around the corner...
still..lack of motivation....
brong those book back to home..
how much i readed?
lol....

life at home...
eat slp out play facebook sms pps..
meaningless..yet fun...lol..

interested a girl..well...
i will give her a hard test...
hahaa...weither it suit or not?
maybe she like me?
i dont know..but if she do..
i hope she can show me...
show that my judge is not wrong...
welll...its still too soon for me..
i better catch up with my book...
hate..but have to finished it..
last semester....can i pass it nicely?
hope so...god bless me...

feel good

Feel so good..
i choose to forget both of you..
i tried.....
try to be friend again with both of you...
i cant...
i cant pass my own...
soo suffering....
well..
i feel so good..
no more burdan on my shoulder...
perhaps...
it should be going like that....

anyway..i learnt again...
should be good news for me...
or next relation?
sorry for both of you..
i cant make the promise come true...

found myself easy fall in love to someone..
this time..
i wont repeat same mistake..
try to be better...
and focus to my study...and my job...soon....

EXcuse..

Recently....
i found i keep giving myself...
an EXCuse...to harm my own...
i realise......
and i should wake...

honestly........
i learn to smoke....
excuse..it feel so unstress...
a sudden of syok...
it release all my stress....
but..i still hate the smell...
and i awake..i wont do it again..

i try to hurt my self with knife....
excuse...i wonder the pain will cover my heart pain?
still...i hate wound..=)

lazy to revision...
excuse..i gt past year quetion..enough..
well..still feel unsafe...
so..better catch up...

alot more.........

dont ever give your own an excuse to do any thing u should'nt do and ignore the thing u should'nt ignore..

Do what should you..and keep on going...advice for myself...

recently keep sleep not welll...
dreamed something...make me awake....
affect my mentally...
should'nt care it..
but the dreams seem so true...
i wonder it will come true or not?
and i feel i scare it to come true...
rediculuos...

i should FOCUS on BOOK..damn it..

GLAD

good...
my life start all over...
new life new hope..
study study study...
i'm back...

about love...
ha...wait someone love me...
that's all...
wont desperate for it le...
i guess...is a good news...
and i have to learn more socialise...
hehe...

argg...
money money money...
really not enuf use...=S...
i wan play play play..spent spent spent..
woots...
how can i double my money?
parttime?
=X....
ishh....money headache a..lol..

从头来过...

从新开始...
从整我的人生..